Best Santa ever...

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Well here it goes. Nov. 29 I asked Santa for a baby... And... 

He sure delivered!

Words can't express how happy we are. I was supposed to have my intake meeting with lds family services for adoption tomorrow. Brian and I both felt I should take a test before we went and paid $1000 for the application. So this morning I got up to pee and took this test. I woke Brian up crying and waving the stick in his face.

I am so beyond happy! I have been feeling since thanksgiving night that now was the time but I denied it because I didn't want to be let down. I also brushed aside any symptoms. 

I am still in shock! Not sure on my exact due date since my period is so messed up but it should be coming in August :)

Hymns

Today my niece got blessed in my parents ward and so we went to their sacrament meeting. Today was also fast Sunday and one of the things we were fasting for was something we have been praying and fasting for for over a year... A baby.

Well the opening hymn was "I believe in Christ" although I was juggle my 3 year old a Lind stood out and spoke to me and the world seemed to pause a moment when we sang the line "and while I strive through grief and pain His voice is heard 'ye shall obtain'" even though my lips had moved on to singing the next part of the song my mind kept repeating that line over and over again.

I am grateful that hymn played and that the spirit was able to touch my heart. My baby will come. Sooner or later...