This week I learned there is a term for my struggle “Secondary
infertility” I had no idea this term existed (although I was fully aware that
the problem did) and honestly knowing there is a term out there brings me
comfort. It lets me know that I am not alone. There are other people who had a
child but are now struggling with infertility. Other women know the pain I
feel. My friend who is also experiencing Secondary Infertility as well shared
this blog with me… and this is when I learned the term.
I love every word of her blog! I love that she talks about
how having a child makes infertility hard. She talked about my pains with the
widening age gap and my worry towards it. She is a complete stranger but I felt
like we were friends. She is someone that know exactly how I feel and shared my
pains and fears.
Anyway, I decided to keep trying but not “TRY” this month.
Meaning of course I am trying for a baby… I mean I didn’t take 150 mg of Clomid
for nothing… but I am skipping the peeing on a stick, checking my cervical
mucus and taking my temperature. I am skipping charting every detail including
when there is a “love connection”
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