The term "trying to get pregnant" has begun to take on multiple meanings for me the past 6 months:
The first is the obvious meaning. We are actively trying to have a baby... I don't think anyone wants details on that... TMI!
The second is trying to have faith and patients. I am a planner. Ask anyone who knows me really really well. I had planned that after our trip to Disneyland last September we would start trying and for sure by November be pregnant... And the latest would be January because my kids would not be over 3 years apart... Well here we are in march and no baby. I struggle each month when aunt flow arrives but no positive pregnancy test. This is a righteous desire to be a mom again and nothing. I am trying to be patient... Trying to have faith... And trying to be strong... So when I say I am trying. I mean... I am trying with everything in me!
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