Today is a painful day. Today I am doubting my decision to
NOT have surgery yesterday (The Dr’s office had set up an appointment even
thought I said not to but I canceled it). Today my uterus is showing me just
how much it hates me. Today my cramps are killing me and I am nauseated beyond
belief. I know if I would have had surgery I would be in more pain today but perhaps
it would have made next month more bearable?
As my handy dandy period tracker app so kindly reminds me,
my period is due in 6 days… although I am thinking it could be anywhere from
2-6 days… anyway… My uterus acts up around “ovulation time” (again I use the “”
because we aren't sure if my stubborn ovaries are even releasing eggs) and
around the monthly time. I am hating this! I hate having terrible periods…
Should I call my dr. and say, “ Never-mind… I want to do
surgery get me in ASAP”? Should I hold off and take my BBT and do an ovulation
kit followed by a blood test next month (which was my original plan)? Should I
see another dr and get a second opinion? Should I just stop trying all
together?
I am back to not knowing what to do or what direction to
take. I thought I had this all figured out. I thought I knew what was best, but
now… now I am not sure.
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