I survived!

I survived my first treatment of clomid. After all the fears of Brian (and me) that it would make me so unbelievably crazy and irrational it did just the opposite! I had no mood swings at all... In fact I felt so steady with my emotions (for the first time ever). Half way through Brian said, "Hilary I don't want to jinx it but I think you are better on clomid than you were off..." He was probably 100% right... Especially after the fit I threw on Monday (the day before I started taking it)

I did have physical side effects: hot flashes, dizzy, nauseated but I would take those over me starting a stupid fight and potentially driving Brian away. 

But I survived! Brian survived! We will see how things go the next week or two after taking the pills... If the treatment doesn't work this month they will be doubling my dose next month (from 50 mg to 100) so I am crossing my fingers that i continue to be happy and in control of my emotions. (and of course am praying that it works quickly) Thank you all you are keeping us in your prayers! I really do appreciate all the love and support.