Monday, November 4, 2013

sorry I disappeared

It litterally has been forever and a day since I have written... I am sorry. Life has gotten in the way and I have chosen to not focus on my infertility but rather Chanel my crazy into things that are in my control like crafting and Christmas planning... 
Well I am not pregnant. Last month my period started late (again) and broke my heart. While I was shopping with my mom while Brian and my dad were at priesthood session of conference I heard a song by Hilary Weeks that really touched me. It is called "Better promises" look it up. It wAs such a pick me up.
Well like I said I haven't been focussing on "trying" no hormones, no ovulation testing, no temperature taking, no charting... Just relaxing. And for once I am happier and less stressed. I have been soaking up my daughter and trying to keep her little longer despite her becoming more independent by the day.
Tomorrow I am meeting with a fertility specialist... We'll see how that goes. I'm not gonna lie I am really nervous!

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