Living up to my name

My parents took 3 days after I was born to name me. Nothing seemed to fit that is until they saw Hilary on a hospital bag. Not only was Hilary my mom's favorite soap character because she was so sweet and wouldn't sleep with her boyfriend but it means "happy and cheerful" and since I never cried in the hospital that just had to be my name... Boy were they wrong.

I am emotional, sensitive, dramatic and a worrier. Sure for the most part I am happy but I have moments where I am anything but happy. 

But tonight I am Hilary in every way. I am happy. I am so happy that I married Brian. Yes, he does drive me crazy at times but I am truly blessed. He will do anything to make sure I am happy and taken care of. He makes me laugh every day. I couldn't ask for someone as hard working, fun and amazing as him.

I have Emma. She is my whole world! She brings joy into my life and makes everything perfect by her hugs, smiles and her princess curtsey. She is the sweetest, brightest little girl out there and she is mine forever!

I have a wonderful house in an awesome neighborhood! I have the worlds most comfy bed and more than enough delicious food.

I have a dog that is so loving and sweet and patient when dealing with Emma. 

I have extended family who is so loving and supportive.

I have everything I need and more. I have no reason to complain. Although I may not have everything I want (a baby) I have what I need right now. I am so blessed! I love my life!