Progress

So I am making progress. Yesterday we were at a family reunion for Brian's family and his cousin said, "it's time to have another one" (meaning another baby referring to Emma being so big) the old Hilary would have burst into tears... But nope not this time... I didn't even choke them back. I replied in a light hearted tone "yeah I know my ovaries just don't think so." So then I explained my struggle with infertility. And it hit me... I have no reason to be embarrassed or ashamed of my infertility problems. It happens and I have done nothing wrong. 

I have learned to accept my trial and have chosen to not hide my struggle. I am an open book and the more I am open the better I feel about my self and life. It is very therapeutic for me to not hide anything.